Do you have such times when your eyes are dry but your soul cries? Right now I am having such moment. How fast time flies. It was like yesterday that I was feeling so good because I finally found myself in this world, and today this very world is going to end. I’d been upside down and couldn’t find paradise on the ground,  and after finding it now I’m going to lose it. Sucks, doesn’t  it? And this is the moment when even the good and happy songs seem dark and sad to you, and like you are going to cry in a minute of this mood but it is not happening which is making the situation more complicated. I’m writing trying to help myself get over this kind of depression, but seems it is not going to help. So I better just stop. Let the rain wash away all the pain from this day…