May the 2. For many and many people it is just a simple fay like others. But nor for me. And not for any other Potterhead as me. For those who don’t know, 2 May of 1998 is the Battle of Hogwarts. On this day Harry Potter killed Voldermort and the war was over, and so was the famous story of HP. But not in my heart. Never.
But I don’t want to talk about the plot. I want to speak about my feelings which are too many ti describe them all, therefore I’ll try.
Every year on this day I watch the last movies and everything changes for a while in my life. I literally live the story with my Harry from the cupboard under the stairs. When you want to finish the story but you don’t want to do it becuase you know its gonna change for the best but by this change, everything is gonna end and you don’t want it to happen. Sorry for complicated sentences but I said already everything is mixed-up in my head. Every year I cry for people who died on that day (except for Voldemort, of course) and for it is ending, my childhood is ending in front of my eyes and it’s heartbreaking. And when you know everything about this story and every movement every sight says something to you and you understand it deeper than it actually is. When you know that some things never change, yet everything is changed.
And what is the purpose of my blog. I want to thank Harry Potter again, for a thousand time. It gave me not only my childhood. It gave me a part of me, even if it sounds strange. I wouldn’t be the same without Harry Potter. It always helps me, just seeing it, reading or imagining inside my head, listening to the voices who speak to me, yes, directly to me. They are my, and Im sure not only mine, heroes of all my dark times, they are always with me in my heart, as Sirius would say.❤️
Even now after watching the movies for thousands of times it gives me so many emotions and feelings that Ijust lose myself inside them. When I listen to the soundtracks and I really can’t breathe because I am afraid of losing that music from my soul, so deep I feel it. And I stay up almost all night just listening to the same songs again and again because they awoke the feeling of being a part of the story. For those, who are interested the soundtracks are-Obliviate, Lily’s theme, and Statues by Alexandre Desplat. I just can’t stand not writing something dedicated to this day. Rise wands to everyone who died on this day. You will be always with me, until the very end.❤️
Thank you again The boy who lived, for making me feel what I feel right now. Thank you for these amazing moments I live through many times a year. ⚡️❤️
And I know I said nothing but it is the everything for me now. And at last I want to repeat J.K. Rowling’s words just to read it again.
“No story lives unless someone wants to listen. The stories we love best, do live in us forever. So whether you come back by page or by the big screen Hogwarts will always be there to welcome you home“❤️